.It MIGHT be the LAST.

Hi people!

Actually, I am still thinking whether I shud stop blogging or not. Simply because I do not have the time and that whenever I have something to blog about, I am unable to express the thoughts out in the right way!

When I told Mazlan that I have not blogged for 2 months, he said good! He dun really like me to blog everyday but once a while shud be fine. But nw, I cant even find the time. My laptop is down and the bf modem is down too! So the only time tat I have is during working hours. But lately, my workload is piling and I dun have the time to update. Wat more uploading pictures. *faints*

So……….

Lately I have been thinking how fast time flies. Iman is getting married! Congrats. My cousin is getting married early 2009. Azlin, mid 2009. Everybody is getting married. =) Can I get married earlier? hahahha.

Mazlan’s ORD is 31st May! Which is also our first engagement anniversary. So fast right. I am still having this feeling that he just came back from Taiwan and where there is still a long way to go for him. Now, he’s counting the days. Five more days.

There wont be any special celebration/present for our anniversary. I just hope that our relationship will last. Sampai ke syurga! Amin.

My sidekick bdae also falls on the 31st May. Hmm. Dunno wat to get for her. *hint hint*

Other than that, I am going through the mundane life of mine with endless tuition and piling workload. Tired has been my bestfriend all along. =/

Oh, last week, a girl (she doesnt deserved to be called a woman!) called me and accused me of snatching her man away from her. Having an affair with her man is ridiculous. I know that the man is not married and I dun give a damn if he has a gf or not. But the reason why I talked and sms to his man is solely becos of work. None of the sms are regarding sth other than work. Who asked him to not submit his documents properly and I almost got myself into deep shit.

What I did was to save both of us from trouble and yet I was accused. I have never even call or sms him in an intimate way. Not even having the word ’sayang’ or ‘i love you’ or watever. N I was sooo frustrated when tat girl call me, I asked mazlan to hear our conversation in another line.

The reason to why I called him was to get clarification from him on wat had happened and while he was relating the facts to me, the line went dead. I tried calling back and the number is temporary not in service. Like wth ryte. That was the first time I called and its regarding work! I need facts before I can take further actions. But it just happened like that. So the next few calls were silent calls when that girl did not even said hello. N that girl doesnt have a name. Poor girl! She thinks that her name is toooooo expensive for her to tell me!

Then the last call, I said sth and then she decided to confront me and shoot at me. Blaming me when she did not even find out from her man. I was accused, I was mocked at and I think she is just being very nasty! Masih ade jugak pompuan macam gini. I told her to tie his man wherever she go so that his man wun play her out! Goodness.

Sorry to say this, her man doesnt have a dick. I despise those kind of man! He did not even apologise to me the next day and I have decided not to help him anymore.

I am just soooo disappointed! Haiz. Its time for work now.

*should I continue blogging?*

 

.We Are Four!.

Happy 4th Anniversary love!

Though it sucked that I cud not get to spend the day with you, hope that we cud make full use of tmr and monday for our outing!

Tmr we will witness together that Liverpool will lose against Man Utd!

Monday, we’ll be going out to I duno where. Hoping that the weather will be fine.

I love you!

 

.Dreams.

So I have been dreaming of weird stuff for the past week.

It started off with me with Jehan Miskin and I can feel the butterflies. The sweetest among all.

Then it was Hady Mirza. I sat on his lap. Haha! Impossible.

Next is Mas Selamat. I dreamt that he was found. It was a short one. I cant recognize where the location was but it was in the jungle. He was like meditating like that. Haha. But it was just a dream.

Yesterday, I dreamt abt one of Mazlan cuzin who broke up with the bf. Goodness, hope its not true.

Wat a dream ryte. …..

 

.143.

I love you, Mazlanudden!

Will wait for the surprise nxt month!

Much love….

 

.To Sum Up MY February.

Though its only the 21st of the month, I wished I cud make tmr to be 1st March.

Starting the earlier february on the happy side where extra income came in. Not too much though but could execute some of the looong plans that I had in mind. Came the long weekend where the boy’s family had overnight at ECP, in conjunction with mazlan bdae celebration. We went back on the 9th and mazlan had to leave on that night cos he gt fieldcamp for a week.

I thought that he needs to celebrate his burfdae in the jungle but on monday, ayah went to polyclinic and was asked to go to the hospital! So I called mazlan and told him abt it and he gt off to hosp. So we spent from 8pm until 3am in the morning before we gt back home to catch some sleep. I took urgent leave on his burfdae and wat a way to celebrate his bdae. His dad was suspected of bone cancer. So after a few days of scanning and stuff, he was discharged on Friday. So for that whole week, I had a blast with him!

On Sat, mazlan and I sent off my atok sedara who migrate to Australia. Went to T3 and gotten a free drink from Ashhar. Haha! Thanks lah eh. Then we went back. On Sunday, my mum was sent to the hosp after work and she was warded. At the same hospital as ayah. I tot I wun be coming back any sooner. Yeah. So in all 2 days of leave was burnt. So much of wanting to be a good staff n nt take leave or mc.

So you see, I just completed my important routine work yesterday and I finally have a little bit of space now. Currently I am doing filing and those mundane updatings. I hope the month will end soon.