Lately I’ve got quite alot of surprises from alot of people. =))

Cos this thursday, my love will spend nine hours with me! BUT I have to remember that getting a year older means I have more responsibility to take!

Work has been catching up so far. There’s alot of new things to remember and alot of thing to learn by Friday! For the past few weeks I toggle with my emotions. For sure a few of them helped alot by giving me words of encouragement. Esp you and you! Though I got those sickness from you! Its one of those sweetest memories that I had with ya. *sweetness*

Ytd Mazlan and some uncles and aunties went to kubur and sumhow, they talked abt my “bdae celebration” (it was supposed to be a family gathering cum iftar) which I never expect that to happen cos its been awhile since I celebrated my burfday! As in ramai-ramai celebrate k! Ibu did ask me whether I am ordering cake and I said no nid lah. They came to conclusion, Cik Yati will bake a cake for me! Yes cik yati, Mazlan’s fiercest aunt! So sweet of her lah. N we are having chapati for buka. Though I told Ibu I dun like chapati, I will still eat 1 piece and I guess she will come up with some other dishes.

Can I actually ask for some kueh that I like? *Lol*

I am wondering what Mazlan has for me as when he told me abt the present that he is going to give me, its like it cost a bomb! He needs to pay deposit lah and collect it and pay off the balance lah. I really dun noe wats that. I hope its something that is not sooo mahal cos I will feel very very very bad!

Today also marks the first day of Ramadhan. Selamat berpuasa! N today I had 1.5hrs of sleep only. =( No wonder my eyes are red now. Stoning in the office.

Counting the days and its left with 4 more days! Shucks! 4 days. Can the time stop for me to input more stuff and it can start again once I am 100% ready. Its a big leap! I’ll have to wait and relax.

Now, I wana get some entertainment and back to work!

I will see you tomorrow and every other days! I love you!

Tata

I have alot of work. Too many till I cancelled my tuition for the whole week. Actually I am lazy to teach for the week. Dat explains why I am here in the office till 8pm. Hehe.

I am falling sick but not so soon lah. My throat hurts like… Its been like that since a month ago. I dun think its throat infection. If not I will be having fever. But its like there’s sth that is stuck in my throat. Nak telan air pon susah. Haiz.

I am emotionally disturbed these few days. I am! Very! I cant avoid the fact that I have…. Forget it. Its not worth talking it here. N its impossible to spit it out.

Ok I am going to Suntec! Yipee. Aiding the sick!

Mr MJBMS,

You make me fall hard. I cant help it.

-mai-

I wana blog but it seems that I really have no time to do it. I wished I cud stop the time and do all my work.

Weekends have been very hectic, with the every-week-got orang-kawin syndrome. In Jun, my fren got married. Last week, Mazlan’s fren got married. This Sat one of my distant cuzin is getting married and on Sun is from Mazlan’s side. During National Day, Ina’s sis is getting married. So now, Im in the kawin-kawin feeling. Mazlan too! Huahuahua.

Time is moving very fast. Fasting month is coming very soon! As well as my birthday. Hehe. I am going to be 21! Old seh.

I duno when I will have time to update my blog again. Have to start working alr. Bye!

p/s: “Fandi Ahmad ade 6 anak. Kita brape plak?” – mazlan said this. *bluek*

Firstly,

Happy 1st Anniversary Love! Thanks for the rose. It’s out of my expectation. Love ya. Muacks Muacks.

Next,
Im meeting sidekick later for her belated birthday treat! Im soo excited cos we’ve been missing each other like crazy. N definitely, she owes me lots of stories. Haha.

Then,
I wished I wasnt told of this ‘thing’. Cos I am utterly disappointed and I cant help it but to feel it dat way, though it has nothing got to do with me. Told the boy and he has the same sentiments as me! *gila*

I feel like letting it out to Ibu but to a certain extent, I think it is wise not to do so. Haiz. Hope the feeling will vanish soon.

Hi people!

Actually, I am still thinking whether I shud stop blogging or not. Simply because I do not have the time and that whenever I have something to blog about, I am unable to express the thoughts out in the right way!

When I told Mazlan that I have not blogged for 2 months, he said good! He dun really like me to blog everyday but once a while shud be fine. But nw, I cant even find the time. My laptop is down and the bf modem is down too! So the only time tat I have is during working hours. But lately, my workload is piling and I dun have the time to update. Wat more uploading pictures. *faints*

So……….

Lately I have been thinking how fast time flies. Iman is getting married! Congrats. My cousin is getting married early 2009. Azlin, mid 2009. Everybody is getting married. =) Can I get married earlier? hahahha.

Mazlan’s ORD is 31st May! Which is also our first engagement anniversary. So fast right. I am still having this feeling that he just came back from Taiwan and where there is still a long way to go for him. Now, he’s counting the days. Five more days.

There wont be any special celebration/present for our anniversary. I just hope that our relationship will last. Sampai ke syurga! Amin.

My sidekick bdae also falls on the 31st May. Hmm. Dunno wat to get for her. *hint hint*

Other than that, I am going through the mundane life of mine with endless tuition and piling workload. Tired has been my bestfriend all along. =/

Oh, last week, a girl (she doesnt deserved to be called a woman!) called me and accused me of snatching her man away from her. Having an affair with her man is ridiculous. I know that the man is not married and I dun give a damn if he has a gf or not. But the reason why I talked and sms to his man is solely becos of work. None of the sms are regarding sth other than work. Who asked him to not submit his documents properly and I almost got myself into deep shit.

What I did was to save both of us from trouble and yet I was accused. I have never even call or sms him in an intimate way. Not even having the word ’sayang’ or ‘i love you’ or watever. N I was sooo frustrated when tat girl call me, I asked mazlan to hear our conversation in another line.

The reason to why I called him was to get clarification from him on wat had happened and while he was relating the facts to me, the line went dead. I tried calling back and the number is temporary not in service. Like wth ryte. That was the first time I called and its regarding work! I need facts before I can take further actions. But it just happened like that. So the next few calls were silent calls when that girl did not even said hello. N that girl doesnt have a name. Poor girl! She thinks that her name is toooooo expensive for her to tell me!

Then the last call, I said sth and then she decided to confront me and shoot at me. Blaming me when she did not even find out from her man. I was accused, I was mocked at and I think she is just being very nasty! Masih ade jugak pompuan macam gini. I told her to tie his man wherever she go so that his man wun play her out! Goodness.

Sorry to say this, her man doesnt have a dick. I despise those kind of man! He did not even apologise to me the next day and I have decided not to help him anymore.

I am just soooo disappointed! Haiz. Its time for work now.

*should I continue blogging?*

Happy 4th Anniversary love!

Though it sucked that I cud not get to spend the day with you, hope that we cud make full use of tmr and monday for our outing!

Tmr we will witness together that Liverpool will lose against Man Utd!

Monday, we’ll be going out to I duno where. Hoping that the weather will be fine.

I love you!

So I have been dreaming of weird stuff for the past week.

It started off with me with Jehan Miskin and I can feel the butterflies. The sweetest among all.

Then it was Hady Mirza. I sat on his lap. Haha! Impossible.

Next is Mas Selamat. I dreamt that he was found. It was a short one. I cant recognize where the location was but it was in the jungle. He was like meditating like that. Haha. But it was just a dream.

Yesterday, I dreamt abt one of Mazlan cuzin who broke up with the bf. Goodness, hope its not true.

Wat a dream ryte. …..

I love you, Mazlanudden!

Will wait for the surprise nxt month!

Much love….

Though its only the 21st of the month, I wished I cud make tmr to be 1st March.

Starting the earlier february on the happy side where extra income came in. Not too much though but could execute some of the looong plans that I had in mind. Came the long weekend where the boy’s family had overnight at ECP, in conjunction with mazlan bdae celebration. We went back on the 9th and mazlan had to leave on that night cos he gt fieldcamp for a week.

I thought that he needs to celebrate his burfdae in the jungle but on monday, ayah went to polyclinic and was asked to go to the hospital! So I called mazlan and told him abt it and he gt off to hosp. So we spent from 8pm until 3am in the morning before we gt back home to catch some sleep. I took urgent leave on his burfdae and wat a way to celebrate his bdae. His dad was suspected of bone cancer. So after a few days of scanning and stuff, he was discharged on Friday. So for that whole week, I had a blast with him!

On Sat, mazlan and I sent off my atok sedara who migrate to Australia. Went to T3 and gotten a free drink from Ashhar. Haha! Thanks lah eh. Then we went back. On Sunday, my mum was sent to the hosp after work and she was warded. At the same hospital as ayah. I tot I wun be coming back any sooner. Yeah. So in all 2 days of leave was burnt. So much of wanting to be a good staff n nt take leave or mc.

So you see, I just completed my important routine work yesterday and I finally have a little bit of space now. Currently I am doing filing and those mundane updatings. I hope the month will end soon.